missing him RIP DAD

Every morning i wake up, waiting to see the door of my room open. Why is it taking to long? I wake up waiting for that to happen.. waiting for him to enter my room... waiting for his hug... and for his bite on the cheeks.. Getting accustomed to the repeatedly and daily makes it even harder. i wasnt feeling the pain when it just happened.. but now its seriously aching and i no longer can deal with it... I do miss my dad.. every day that passes by.. i don't show it when am by my little sister nor my mom because i don't want them to feel the same way. I lay in bed at night thinking and trying to imagine what he is doing at the present moment. Just typing this is making me cry... i do love him soooooooooooooo much that words can not express my feelings. All i want you guys to get from this is to treasure all memories you have with your loved ones because when they are gone, its for a good while until judgment day... Share and give thanks for all you got.. thanks them with hugs and kisses and tell them how much you love them every day that passes by.   

when you feel lonely

Usually when we feel down and alone we tend to keep everything to ourselves. I personally do that.. what i want to bring about is the feeling you get when you talk to someone when your lonely. I know that sometimes you want that special person to be there to listen to you cries. If we keep everything to ourselves we are just hurting the people around us, because when we are sad we tend to make other sad. we deserve better than a frown on our faces we deserve a big smile that everyone can spot from a mile away. Be real and be open to atleast a friend... a friend will be there to listen to you even if its "boring" to them....

true friend.

a true friend will never lets you cry for no reason, wont allow you to walk alone in da dark night, and for sure won't leave you alone when you most need them.... Don't walk infront of me because i may not follow..... don't walk behind me because i may not lead... just walk beside me and be my friend. for that is what makes us true friends.. :) From experience a friend never lets you down. . never allows you to be alone.. and forever will be there for you. Live life... meet new people... try new entertainment and with no regrets.

a part of life

we gain and lose from experiences... experiences we must remember and laugh at when time passes by.. if we look at everything we have done, and remember the memories we have created with others. we will more than likely laugh on our own, smile like a retard, making people think we crazy. jeje.. From all experiences i must say i will forever treasure it and keep it safe within my heart for its the only memory i will have left after everything is gone.. :) we must walk towards the future and just remember the past... :)

bored...

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm areli... i don't knw  but she gots me getting crazy... she goes in my facebook and put a love message.. what will think???? :$ then in class she gets a call from a dude talking about a movie.. n goes leaving me n sarah... then she just forgets that she is crazy.. jk... oh well such is life :) areli going nuts ; ) n poor sarah gets worried... jeje... 

Interesting

Its so interesting how people have a different mentality than others... the way people think or view you is because of the impressions you make. If you made a good impression then your are lucky because more than likely you will be able to be around them often.. its always good to make a good impression at first... Just last night i was at a bar b q... i was being normal.. and when i noticed there was a small group of people talking about my personality and how kool i am.. :) how kool is that.. jeje well all am trying to say is that try to make a good impression and then you gonna be liked :)

what about alcohol makes us drink?

hmmmm was asked an interesting question... is it the liquor we like or the feeling of it? if we were to look at this closely it makes sense, most people don't drink because they like the liquor but its because they like the effects and what it allows you to do... might as well just drink coke... coke keeps some ppl up n hyper :) lets try to play it safe because most teenagers drink because or peer pressure and because they want to experiment and try out neew sh@#45

who knows better than i do?

as we go on with life we meet people we never want to lose.. people who we end up calling a sis or a brother.. There is one person who in a way knows me better than anyone else.. thats Nadimi Blanco.. thats the person who i can look up to and talk to when i need someone to talk with.. i bet am not the only person who has a person in their life like i do.. i look up for her and care for her like a big bro would normally do for a lil sis.. what can i say.. i do miss those "high school" momments with her.. especially the last few weeks in our senior year.. thats CXCs, parents night, and PROM!!!!!.... hell those are memories i treasure the most.. especially since she was in all of them.. and was part of the fam.. :) love her...
  love ya nads ; )  <3

prostitution

as we all know prostitution is becoming a major problem in the world... It reinforces many stereotypical views of the women. it promotes most women as an mere object created for sexual pleasure which encourages male domination over woman especially those with no moral values... prostitution should be put to an end because it just break down the physical as well as the mental state of the woman by dehumanizing and destroying them. this shud be put to an end for it cause low self esteem and a high risk at contracting and transmitting STDs

social networking

does social networking eg face booking decreases the face to face contact? that question  had me thinking... it is soooo true.. i realized that most individual become addicted to this face book site ( including myself).. instead of being out with friends we want to be on fb commenting on each other wall.. n it seems as if we have a better communication on face book than face to face... as we all look at this and observe it well... we will realize that most people we get to knw is because of these social networks

new fact

whats happening to this friendly town of OW? Just last night.. I heard about this vehicle kidnapping ppl... what a shame.. what people do these days for money.. not just money but for attention. we need to have a long talk with God be real with him and talk to him.. we need world peace. come on people try to get a job so you don't do silliness for money.. work for it because all those who have is because they've worked really hard for it.

I miss you dad

I remember seeing you smile that very day
I thought u were here to stay
to start all over new
But it all happened in just a few

Some days the pain gets stronger
It makes me sick and weak
I can’t take this much longer
I just sit here and weep

I was not the best
But daddy I am better than the rest
I showed my respect
And my love
But now your far above

I love you now
As I did back then
I just hope, one day
We meet again

from the heart

sometimes... well most of the times... in life we tend to be caught up in situations that we don't ever want to be in.. missing the person you extremely love, missing the hugs and the kisses... wishing that its just a dream and that person is just on vacations... when you lose someone, in the beginning its nothing big.. but each day that passes by you don't see him again.. its hurts  a lot. the feelings a fishes feels when not in water.. like there is no blood rushing through your veins going towards your heart.. it feels like all the blood got squeezed out of your body... sucks how much i miss my dad.. i love him and forever will for he was the worlds greatest to me ... RIP Dad

funny shit

I met this girl.... and when i found out she ended up liking me and confessed to me how it was a dare to get to know me.. all i had to tell her is "thats koo" now u know am a kool person my FRIEND.. she now knows how i like this other person and all she gonna be is a fren.. i wonder if i did something wrong because now she doesnt text nor talk to me... :) jeje

surprises

life is fill with surprises... we need to get accustomed to it and go with the flow.. today i was with some friends and was surprised that by one word (still don;t know which word dat is) a fren got mad... bt she is still my friend n no matter what am kool with what every her choice is,..,. we must appreciate the friend we have because if it wasnt for them we would still bt looking for a true friend.

The end of Junior College

when our highschool journey is coming to an end we start get "sad".... why? most people are happy that they're done with the school they are attending but the few start missing their true friends.. At the end of the journey most students/ friends get seperated and friendship doesnt lost long. A little adivce: whatever choice you make... keep incontact with them because in life there will be a point in time that you would really need someone to talk to and the only person you would feel comfortable with is them... since everyone take difference curves along the road of life, we must still keep in mind that the memories you create with ur friends will always and forever be true. :)

we live the way we want.

We need no one to tell us how to live... we are the owner of our own live and we live the way we want. we make our own choices and mistakes..... what we must do is to live life with no regrets...

random question

Is falling in love worth risking all what you got?

its all about time

In life we make mistakes and those mistakes makes us stronger. We must take into consideration that life is all about time... with time everything gets better..

luck

Chance does not speak essentially through words nor can it be seen in their convolution. It is the eruption of language, its sudden appearance. It's not a night twinkle with stars, an illuminated sleep, nor a drowsy vigil. It is the very edge of consciousness.
Michel Foucault

Reality

okay i guess we got lucky once more.... As for us in OW we didnt experience much but heard about some areas in Belize... Come on people we need to stop all the crime and violence.. God gave us another chance to improve and make a change... why is it that Belize been like an attack and a pathway for da hurricanes? we need to try to help in making a difference and try to improve the community... we wont always be this lucky...

Random Question

how far would you go to keep the hope of love alive?

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I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Drinking...... No help!

Why is it that teenagers drink? to forget their problems? to "fit in"? If we ask each other these questions many would say; to fit in.. taking a drink isn't bad, i drink too but each individual have their own reason as to why they do this... Come on... its part of life.. we need to do things to fit in and to forget problems.. but the most important thing to do.. is to talk to someone... someone u would feel comfortable with and would trust.. have that talk with them and be free of your problems.. because in life there is someone who actually cares about u :)

Imagine

I read this book... "Deadline".. It caught my attention... It was about an 18yr old boy who had one year to live. he wanted to make the most  out of it.. he wanted to live his life like a normal teen worrying about no medication.. isnt it a hige risk? i admire him alot for wanting to have the most out of life and for trying to be "normal"...  its our time to live life to the max with no one guiding us and telling us what and how to do stuff.. we need to make mistakes... we need to try out new stuffs.... we need to live  :)  what would you do if u had only 1yr to live???????

Good morning

Its a bright sunday morning... hope it goes well and live life with no regrets

Life

Everyday we get comments that we are not living life the way we should... guess what its our time to live life to the max with no one to tell us to what to do