missing him RIP DAD

Every morning i wake up, waiting to see the door of my room open. Why is it taking to long? I wake up waiting for that to happen.. waiting for him to enter my room... waiting for his hug... and for his bite on the cheeks.. Getting accustomed to the repeatedly and daily makes it even harder. i wasnt feeling the pain when it just happened.. but now its seriously aching and i no longer can deal with it... I do miss my dad.. every day that passes by.. i don't show it when am by my little sister nor my mom because i don't want them to feel the same way. I lay in bed at night thinking and trying to imagine what he is doing at the present moment. Just typing this is making me cry... i do love him soooooooooooooo much that words can not express my feelings. All i want you guys to get from this is to treasure all memories you have with your loved ones because when they are gone, its for a good while until judgment day... Share and give thanks for all you got.. thanks them with hugs and kisses and tell them how much you love them every day that passes by.   

when you feel lonely

Usually when we feel down and alone we tend to keep everything to ourselves. I personally do that.. what i want to bring about is the feeling you get when you talk to someone when your lonely. I know that sometimes you want that special person to be there to listen to you cries. If we keep everything to ourselves we are just hurting the people around us, because when we are sad we tend to make other sad. we deserve better than a frown on our faces we deserve a big smile that everyone can spot from a mile away. Be real and be open to atleast a friend... a friend will be there to listen to you even if its "boring" to them....

true friend.

a true friend will never lets you cry for no reason, wont allow you to walk alone in da dark night, and for sure won't leave you alone when you most need them.... Don't walk infront of me because i may not follow..... don't walk behind me because i may not lead... just walk beside me and be my friend. for that is what makes us true friends.. :) From experience a friend never lets you down. . never allows you to be alone.. and forever will be there for you. Live life... meet new people... try new entertainment and with no regrets.

a part of life

we gain and lose from experiences... experiences we must remember and laugh at when time passes by.. if we look at everything we have done, and remember the memories we have created with others. we will more than likely laugh on our own, smile like a retard, making people think we crazy. jeje.. From all experiences i must say i will forever treasure it and keep it safe within my heart for its the only memory i will have left after everything is gone.. :) we must walk towards the future and just remember the past... :)

bored...

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm areli... i don't knw  but she gots me getting crazy... she goes in my facebook and put a love message.. what will think???? :$ then in class she gets a call from a dude talking about a movie.. n goes leaving me n sarah... then she just forgets that she is crazy.. jk... oh well such is life :) areli going nuts ; ) n poor sarah gets worried... jeje... 

Interesting

Its so interesting how people have a different mentality than others... the way people think or view you is because of the impressions you make. If you made a good impression then your are lucky because more than likely you will be able to be around them often.. its always good to make a good impression at first... Just last night i was at a bar b q... i was being normal.. and when i noticed there was a small group of people talking about my personality and how kool i am.. :) how kool is that.. jeje well all am trying to say is that try to make a good impression and then you gonna be liked :)

what about alcohol makes us drink?

hmmmm was asked an interesting question... is it the liquor we like or the feeling of it? if we were to look at this closely it makes sense, most people don't drink because they like the liquor but its because they like the effects and what it allows you to do... might as well just drink coke... coke keeps some ppl up n hyper :) lets try to play it safe because most teenagers drink because or peer pressure and because they want to experiment and try out neew sh@#45